TRIGGER WARNING: This fic contains themes of extreme emotional manipulation.

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Brrring bring,

brrrring bring,

brrrrrrring br—

“—Timothée.”

“Yo.”

“It’s late, shouldn’t you be—”

“—I had to call you.”

"Is everything alright?”

“My agent’s given me the week off.”

“He has?”

“Yup.”

“Oh. Is he pissed?”

“Timothée. Is he pissed?”

“A little.”

“Don’t come. Stay where you are. You’re too busy.”

“I want to see you.”

“I don’t want you getting into trouble.”

“I have to see you.”

“Hm.”

“Hm?”

“You’ll regret it.”

“I will?”

“Oh, you will.”

“What are you gonna do to me this time?”

“I’m going to ruin you.”

“Ruin me? That’s … Kinda hot.”

“I have a new tool. Something I haven’t used on you before.”

“Describe it to me.”

“I have to wear it.”

“A strap on?”

“No! Tim, Jesus …”

“Haha, I’m kidding.”

“It’ll destroy you, Tim. We’re gonna have so much fun.”

“I just googled it. It’s a glove, right?”

“You’ll pay for that.”

“—Do your worst.”

________________

Andrew held onto Armie’s left big toe.

Peter held onto Armie’s right toe.

Together, they began to scribble their fingers over the arches of Armie’s feet.

He thrashed forwards in the tickle chair, the furnitures structure creaking and wobbling under his muscular weight.

“No, please, come on, damnit!” Armie spat, “Tim, what are you—" he hissed as Peter located a familiar sensitive spot beneath Armie’s right little toe, a spot he had devoured many times before almost twenty years ago, “—Agh! Tim! What are, what are you ah! Ahaha! Doo, doo, doing? What are you d—”

Tim’s eyes widened as he took in a sight he had never seen before; a masked Andrew Garfield and a masked Peter, tickling Armie’s soles whilst he was locked within a device Tim had been locked in dozens and dozens of times before.

“He’s a ticklish mother fucker, isn’t he?” Miller took a step closer to Tim, who still held a founders mask within his palms as Armie’s founders mask continued to upload footage to the laptop, “I hear you’ve been swapping roles, every now and again. Believe me, no matter how much you think you’ve pushed him past his limit, only we are capable of making him truly beg …”

Armie arched his back and then threw his shoulders against the base of the tickle chair, his jaw widening down to his chest as he twisted his torso from side to side, Andrew’s free hand now reaching up to Armie’s left underarm, where he began to jab into it ruthlessly.

Armie had already been rendered breathless, his cheeks already boiling pink, his teeth already biting down over his lower lip.

Tim gulped as he experienced the same feeling Armie had felt, whilst he had been strapped down to the circular table and served as Christmas dinner.

“Wolf,” Miller raised his voice at Tim, breaking the young actor out of his fixated daze, “Take off your robe …”

Timothée blinked a few times in hesitation before shrugging the robe off of his shoulders.

Armie noticed the speed in which he did what he was told … This lack of reluctance told him that Tim was keen to comply, and that enthusiasm scared Armie more than he dared to admit.

“Stop calling me that …” Tim warned, as he allowed the robe to fall around his bare feet.

He placed the mask down over the floor and then stood cofidently, surprising himself at how assertive he could sound during such a bewildering circumstance.

Then again, there were a lot of surprises this evening … One of which was Armie’s attendance, his attendance currently in the form of a naked, muscular bound body, gasping and huffing within the tickler chair as both Andrew and Peter took their focus away from Armie’s feet and decided to land their tickling fingers against his upper torso.

Tim now stood entirely nude, his pale soft skin glowing beside the flickering flames that rolled around the trash cans rim, the tiny pinch marks from his most recent session with Armie visible over his waist, his sides, his thighs, but mostly his neck.

Tim tried to fight it.

He even squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his fists.

But the sight of seeing Armie tickled tortured by not one, but two people; his toned, tanned frame glistening in the candle light, his biceps bulging, his toes fiercely scrunched, his upper body thrashing from side to side with such strength …

… It caused Tim’s cock to stiffen, then to lift, then to harden into a rock solid stand.

Miller lifted his eyebrows.

“My oh my, the plot thickens …” he chuckled.

Armie winced as both of his underarms fell victim to Andrew and Peter’s wiggling fingers.

“—Tim! What are you doing!—”, he repeated, a graininess to his voice, “—What are you doing here!—” His shouts did not appear as questions; there was no curiosity to his tone, just confused desperation.

Tim looked behind his shoulder, at the surrounding masked founders, where he then took his green eyed glare over to Miller, then to Andrew, then to Armie, where it finally landed at the laptop screen and a wire plugged into a mask Armie had given him as a gift only yesterday.

“What the fuck are you doing here?” Tim shot back, his burning gaze returning to Miller, “This isn’t what you … This, this isn’t what I …”

Miller removed his mask and tucked it inside his robe, “Oh, kid, you should know by now that when it comes to us, nothing is ever how it seems …” Miller wriggled his nose and blinked a few times as his face was greeted with warm air, “ … Nothing is ever set in stone, nothing is ever agreed, nothing is promised …” he began to make his way towards Armie.

Armie’s blood shot eyes followed Miller as his tickler and teacher lifted their index finger and began to aim it towards the sole of Armie’s left foot.

“No, Miller! Don’t you fucking dare! Not three of you at once! No! You bastards! You, you bastards!” Armie wriggled forwards, his wrist restraints and ankle stocks creaking as he shuffled his naked butt over the leather, “This is one hell of a fucking Christmas, I’ll give you that, you son of a bitch!” Armie heaved in as Miller began to scratch at his left heel, “No! Miller, no! No! No! No! Not you, not you, you miserable fuck!—” Armie’s cries echoed throughout the underground room; they were so loud, so visceral that the candles flames flickered at their volume.

Tim took another step forward, his naked foot making no sound at all over the marble.

“Miller, enough!” Tim bellowed, “Stop! Please! You said you’d—”

Miller grinned as he watched Armie’s foot writhe and squirm beneath the gentle scratch of his index finger.

“Yes, that’s a great idea, Wolf,” he purred, “Let’s talk about what I said, whilst we get these feet toe tied …”

Huff …

Huff …

Huff …

I can barely catch my breath.

Fuck.

Damn.

Holy shit.

They tied me tight, this time.

The side of my face hurts, after being pressed against this table for so long.

My toes throb, each one pinned against the tables surface with string.

I fucking hope John dies happy.

I’m so glad that’s over.

I knew tonight would come with a catch.

But I didn’t expect it to be anything like that.

Are they gonna let me go?

Will there be a round two?

I’ve been stored in this room for almost an hour now, I swear to God, man!

Click.

Creeeeeeeeek.

Who the fuck is that?

It better not be—

“—Miller!” I snarl so loud my voice breaks.

I know it’s him immediately.

He goes straight for my feet.

His fingernails aren’t sharp, the tips of his fingers always smooth.

I try to nudge my feet away but they’re bound together too tight, my toes still splayed in place, my big toes are now cramping …

“—Miller, you mother fucker!—”

I don’t try to hide how angry I am.

He drags his index finger up to my heel.

Fuck, why do people wanna touch me like this? It’s fucking crazy, man!

I don’t want to laugh.

I don’t find this funny, or amusing, or entertaining, like all the fuckers outside did.

But this is what happens, when they do what they do.

I pant out giggles I want to keep at the back of my throat. I press them into the table, in an attempt to conceal them.

I feel his finger travel up my trousers, it’s making its way over my back.

I stink of gravy.

I can still feel food between my toes.

“Timmy, Tim, Tim …” Miller is whispering.

I hate it when he whispers, man this guy is such a creep …

“You did well, out there. So very, very well. I know! I know, I know, I know … I should say sorry, for allowing so many of us to go at you for so long …” he talks like he owns the world, “… But, I’m not sorry, not in the slightest …”

You see, the thing with Miller?

He does own the world.

He owns this world.

A world he has helped create, a world he has full control over, a world he is completely in charge of.

Oh man, come on, seriously?

No way.

Why has his finger arrived at my mouth?

Does he want me to suck it?

Ugh.

I have no choice but to let it move past my lips.

He practically shoves it in.

I try to pull my face away but he hooks the finger over the top of my mouth.

“Whag ga fug wash thag aboug?” I speak with my mouthful.

“What the fuck was that about?” Miller translates for himself, he likes to make it clear that I'm clueless, that I want clarity on why he did what he did tonight …

I know how his mind works.

I wish I didn’t.

“That, my ticklish young man, was about … Control. A reminder, of who holds the power …” Miller’s finger leaves my mouth when I start to apply pressure with my teeth, “… Listen. We know what you’ve been up to, kid. You and Hammer. We found the camera in your tuxedo jacket …” Fuck, fuck, fuck, “… We hired an investigator to keep an eye on you both, prior to that discovery anyway …” Fuck, I’m screwed, we’re screwed, “… We know you’ve been recording us. The camera in your tuxedo button this evening, damn, that just arrived as unexpected confirmation. You really are the gift that keeps on giving … ”

I close my eyes and sigh out my disappointment.

I feel that sinking feeling, that horrible sting that comes along with the drop.

That worried dread that is so strong, but only lasts a few seconds. The kind of feeling you had as a kid when your Mom found out you’ve been in trouble at school. That kind of feeling you had when you realise your best friend knows you’ve bitched about them. The kind of feeling you get when you understand that if you now know that Miller is aware, Armie must be too.

I surprise myself when I begin to shape my mouth out to say the words, ‘I’m sorry’

I press my lips shut.

I don’t deny it, I don’t try to explain myself, I don’t fight back.

I nod, just once.

I wish he’d fucking untie me.

I can’t even see him properly.

Just his tux, the scent of his cologne, the dusty file cabinet behind him.

I must be in some kind of office.

“I could keep you here for the rest of the evening …” No, fuck, don’t do that, “… I could stay here with you all night long. I could spend hours sitting on a stool, right by that gorgeous face of yours, a feather stroking your neck non stop …” Fuck, not the neck, not even Armie knows about my n— “… I could take some electric toothbrushes from the banquet hall, focus on those armpits of yours …” Yeah, okay, do that, do whatever you fucking like, just don’t tell Armie I— “… I could even wheel John in here, see how much longer he wants with those extra long fingernails of his, and your extra smooth, silky size elevens … “ No, wait, anything but John …

He makes himself seen by kneeling by my face, “… Or we could get some fresh air,” he says.

I hear the doors clank open.

I wince as fingers arrive at my toes.

Theres foot steps, the sound of shuffling.

My wrist restraints are removed by hands covered in leather.

I feel each of my toes be unpinned, one by one.

Man, that feels good.

My ankle restraints are unbuckled, a pat to my back reassures me I’m fully untied.

However many people who just entered the room have now left just as quickly.

I grunt, I place both of my palms over the surface of the table.

I push myself up, my chest peeling away from sweat stained wood, my knees bending with a click.

I’m on all fours, my back arching into a natural stretch.

“Wow. Like some kind of wolf …” Miller smirks, getting to his feet, “… A handsome, beautiful, lone wolf. That’s what you are.”

He hands me my tuxedo jacket, my loafers, my trousers, my sheer socks, my shirt, even my bow tie.

He waits for me to get dressed, to follow him into this ‘fresh air’.

I have no problem with him watching, folded arms and all.

I do, however, have a problem with how hard I blush.

__________

f r e s h a i r

It’s surprisingly mild, considering how cold it was earlier.

Maybe the heat humming off of me is what’s melting the snow that refuses to land over my shoulders.

I can’t help but glare at Miller.

I can’t held but tighten my grip over the tuxedo jacket in my right hand.

I can’t help but tightly pinch the calling card between my left index finger and thumb.

I can’t help but feel hopeful, after what he’s just proposed.

“You heard me, kid …” I stand in the sleet whilst he stands sheltered in the doorway, “… Be at the address, on the date and time, on that card, and I promise you a chance at the one thing you want the most …”

I usually don’t like exposing any insecurities or vulnerabilities in front of him.

But his words cause me to do so without even thinking.

“A ‘chance’ …? …”

I need to know what he’s asking of me will not just maybe lead to a life without him, without them, without what they do.

I need to know it for certain.

“A very high chance,” he confirms, “See it as you securing an apology, a, uhhh … A pardon, after what you and your pet have tried to do. I’m handing you an olive branch, Wolf. Take it.”

I swallow down hard at Miller referring to Armie as my pet.

I wince, I shake the feeling away, fuck, this guy has a way of getting under my skin.

I nod, glaring down at my reflection in the puddle beneath my feet.

I can feel him grinning, his hands tucked into his pockets, his bow tie still so neatly secured around his neck, unlike mine, which was torn off hours ago before I was strapped down to that fucking table.

I use my tongue to remove some chunks of apple still wedged within my teeth.

His question makes me lift my head in reserved interest.

“You know why I called you a ‘wolf’, Timothée?”

I only have to blink to allow him a chance to explain himself.

He steps out of the shelter and arrives inches away from my face.

“You’re blood thirsty, just like I am,” he begins to neaten my bow tie, “You’re a thief, just like I am,” he’s tightening it, so it presses hard against my throat, “You take what you want,” I now can’t swallow, “And you don’t even care …”

I step away as soon as he releases his hold.

A gaggle of drunken men stumble around the corner of the alley we stand in.

They stagger between Miller and I where they help one of the group throw up into some trash.

Miller returns to the doorway and salutes me, as if he has some kind of respect for me, an idea that makes me feel almost as sick as the guy currently hurling up a tonne of beer just metres away from me.

“Remember, Wolf …” Miller doesn’t need to remind me, I’m already stricken with guilt.

“… It’s our secret,” he says.

The door closes.

I stand in what is now warm rain.

I turn and scrunch up the calling card deep inside my fist.

I go to find Armie with one last thought on my mind.

I don’t think I can do this anymore.

C A N A D A

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P H A S E O N E

He’s been staring at me on and off for the past ten minutes.

At least, I’m pretty sure he has.

The six whiskey and soda’s I’ve sank since the row with my husband might be tricking me into thinking I’m being eyed up.

Only one way to find out.

I slide off the bar stool and walk towards him.

I say walk …

I stumble to start, but then I gain my footing.

Man, he’s gorgeous.

Young.

Handsome as fuck.

Blue eyed and blonde, hair that is floppy and thick.

He looks like something out of a dream.

He is now focusing on his book.

I’m scaring him.

He didn’t think I’d actually react to his flirtatious gaze.

He’s underestimating me already and we haven’t even met yet.

My shadow blankets him as I arrive inches opposite his casually leaning frame.

I hold back a grin.

I realise this is meant to be when I see him using a feather as a book mark.

“What are you reading?” I ask.

He’s nervous. There’s a tremble to his voice. He keeps the book open and takes a moment to look up at me, as if I’ve distracted him.

Cheeky son of a bitch.

My hiccup fills the silence.

“… Big Sur …” he finally answers, “… Have you read it?”

His question confirms he is indeed interested.

I approach.

I tuck my hands into my pockets.

“I don’t read much. What’s it about?”

He smiles.

Damn, his teeth are so white.

“It’s about a man who is gradually tumbling into a realm of self destruction. The character is fictional, but it’s based on the author.”

I lift my eyebrows.

He’s passionate.

“A world within a world …” I comment.

He chuckles, nodding slowly.

“You could say that.”

I nudge my head to some sofas by the fireplace.

He closes the book, almost too quickly, the tip of the feather now poking out of the pages.

We take a seat.

“You here alone?” I ask.

He nods.

I hook one leg over my knee.

“Why are you here?” I do not hide the bluntness of my question, the whiskey has made those usual considerations fade away.

He squirms in his seat and places the book down in his lap.

“Is this an interrogation?” He cocks an eyebrow, he smirks, he is looking at my mouth.

“If you want it to be,” I grin.

He blushes.

He is forced to look away.

A waitress arrives at the sofa.

Before she asks anything, I hold up my index finger and middle finger.

“Two whiskeys, soda, ice.”

She sheepishly scurries away.

Poor girl, she’s been dealing with me all night.

He is impressed by how assertive I am.

I think.

Maybe he’s intimidated.

I’m yet to work him out.

“I’m an actor,” he announces, “I’m shooting a movie here, in the mountains.”

I gesture to the grande-ness of the resort made out of logs that we both conveniently reside in.

“They put you up, in here? You must be a pretty good actor.”

He expels a gasp and a chuckle.

My throat tightens.

His laugh is incredible.

It’s youthful, hearty, energetic.

He wipes his top lip.

“I wanna be famous,” he admits, the fireplace twinkling in the blues of his eyes.

“Oh,” I hold up both of my hands in surrender, “Well, then it’s an honour. To be in the presence of an actor who is soon to be famous.”

He bows his head.

“You’re welcome.”

The waitress returns.

She places both drinks down over the oak wooden table inches away from the embroidered couch we sit on.

He smiles in thanks, I pick up each drink.

“I’m here because my husband is a prick,” I declare, the whiskey already in my stomach giving me no fear in being blunt, “It was his idea of a peaceful getaway. Now he’s transformed it into some sick version of hell …”

I take a big sip of my whiskey, he takes a small sip.

He seems a little set back.

The mention of a husband has caused his shoulders to stiffen.

“Somethings gone wrong?” He asks.

Ah. I still have him.

“It’s a long story. He’s gone, took the car. Christ knows how I’m getting back to the city,” I take another sip, god I love how strong this drink is, “Christ knows if I even want to leave.”

He offers his first flirt.

“Well,” he speaks over the surface of the amber liquid in his glass, “I’m here to keep you company, whichever you decide.”

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P H A S E T W O

After another three whiskeys each and a shared bottle of wine, the night falls and the bar we reside in has transformed into a cosy hideaway.

The fire crackles, the logs that make up this resort glow, we now sit shoulder to shoulder, slouched into the comfort of the couch.

I like him.

He likes me.

I could have talked his ears off, about my photography career, the famous people I’ve snapped in my New York studio, my favourite films, my favourite songs, my favourite foods …

Instead I do what I do best.

I lie.

I turn ‘photographer’ into ‘director’.

I talk about the short films I’ve made, the celebrities in my phone book, the contacts I have, the special personalities I cross paths with on a regular basis.

He is like a puppy dog, lapping up every word, sitting in disbelief at the chance, the coincidence, the ‘luck’ that he uses to persuade himself that his career will work out, he’ll get what he wants, one day, he’ll be somebody.

“It’s not what you know, it’s who you know,” I say.

He urges me to keep in touch.

“Even after tonight, keep me in mind, huh? I’d do anything to go to New York.”

He is eager, insecure, desperate, ignorant, confident, charming and charmed, all the things he should be at his age, all the things he can get away with being, at his age …

He is only just out of being a teenager, at the cusp of starting his early twenties.

His pang for success is the perfect way in.

“Can I try something?” I ask.

He nods, his eyes now a little glazed over, his cheeks a little pink.

I reach over to his book, a book now discarded over on the table, since my arrival.

I pick out the feather.

I shuffle close towards him.

He watches me carefully.

“This is a pretty feather. Where’d you find it?” I’m looking at his bottom lip.

“It was reading outside yesterday. It landed on the page I was on,” he is mesmerised.

Fate has bought him to me.

John is going to be so happy.

I slowly trail the feather across his jaw, down the side of his neck, around the rim of his roll neck.

When it arrives at his adam’s apple, he flinches away from me and clasps onto his throat with his right hand.

“Stop.”

I become hard immediately.

“Why?” I ask, my eyes never leaving the tanned flesh of his neck.

“It tickles,” he chuckles.

My cock throbs behind the denim.

He can see how aroused I’ve become.

It’s turning him on, I can tell.

“What … Are you about?” He asks, as if a mystery has just landed in his lap.

I use one hand to gently pull apart his left hand.

I use my other hand to stroke the feather over his palm.

“You’ll regret finding out, believe me.”

The feather against the flesh of his palm appears to be too much.

He curls his fingers and clenches his fist, containing the feather tightly.

He speaks to me in a quiet murmur.

“I want to,” he confirms.

It is in that moment I know one thing for certain:

I have to have him.

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P H A S E T H R E E

I throw him down over the middle of my bed.

I pin his wrists above him.

The moonlight shines over his naked torso.

He is breathless, throbbing, the tip of his erection pressing against mine.

I straddle him.

I devour his mouth with my own.

The mountains behind the frost of the window watch us in silence.

Our tongues entwine.

I bite his upper lip.

He sucks on my chin.

I nibble on his ear lobe.

He licks my cheek.

His hair is a mess.

He tastes like chardonnay.

“I’ve never done this before,” he whispers into my shoulder.

“What, sex?” I ask, my kisses decorating his chest.

There is that laugh of his again.

Boy, is it something.

“No. Of course I’ve had sex. I, I just mean …” he tries to tug his arms back down, but my pin is too tight, he must be wondering why I’ve positioned him like this, “… I’ve never had a one night stand …” he arches his back as my teeth graze over his left nipple.

“Well, kid, welcome to your first ever one night stand,” I persist, my mouth moving over to his right nipple, his body now twisting a little to the side.

As his heels dig into the mattress, I unpin one wrist and reach over to the fur rug beside the giant king size bed we fumble upon.

I pick up my husbands tie.

His haste to leave without packing is my gain.

I unpin his other wrist.

His arms relax.

He tucks them behind his head, the blonde of his armpits on display.

He eyes me cautiously as I stretch the tie into a solid line with my fists.

I move the tie towards his face.

He closes his eyes as the tie enters his mouth.

It pushes back his tongue.

My hands hold the rest of the tie either side of his head.

His eyes open.

“—Gak—”

I move my lips to his left ear.

“Do you trust me?” I ask.

If he was not so drunk, he may not of nodded so quickly.

Is it because he thinks I’m a director?

Is it because he thinks if he does as I say, I’ll give him a slice of the world he so desperately wants to be a part of?

Is it because he really does like me?

I remove the tie.

I take it to the wrists resting casually over the pillow behind his head.

I begin to knot them together, when—

“—Wait—” he resists, he tugs, maybe this wasn’t what he had in mind.

I pause.

“Let me guess …” I tighten my thighs around his waist, “… You’ve never done this before …?”

This time his nod is slower, a little more reserved.

He has no idea what I’m about to do.

I could tie him here and leave with his wallet.

I could take photos of him blindfolded, keep them to myself as ammunition, ready to share with Hollywood if and when he does become as famous as he hopes.

He’ll do anything for me to not do that …

I see that reality as a form blackmail in our future.

For now, this is for me, a simple test.

“I’m not going to hurt you,” I speak with genuine promise to my tone, that is the last thing I want to do, “I want to explore you …” I narrow my eyes, searching for a look in his face that reassures me his is consenting.

He smirks, his tongue running over the roof of his mouth.

His hesitation has transformed into excitement.

However, I need more.

“Is that okay?” I ask.

A third nod, this one not fast or slow, it is instead gradual and reassuring.

We kiss again.

I breath him in, he breathes me in, we’re both rock solid.

I continue to tie his wrists together, above his head, to the banister of the beds headboard.

In less than fifteen seconds, he is bound before me, looking at me with those twinkling blue eyes, chunks of blonde littering his face, his slim, tanned, smooth torso exposed and ready for my taking.

I wonder what is going through his mind.

Maybe he’s expecting a blow job.

Maybe he’s expecting a hand job.

Maybe he’s expecting a massage, or for me to ‘explore’ the delicate and intimate areas of his body that are rarely touched; his taint, his balls, his ass …

He has no idea what I’m about to do.

He has no idea what I’m about to do.

He has no idea what I’m about to do.

I ease him in with a kiss to the collarbone.

He closes his eyes.

I’m a little older than him.

He’s practically a twink.

I think he thinks I’m going to worship him.

If he reacts the way I hope, in some ways, what I do to him after is worship.

If he reacts in a way I don’t like, the tie is unknotted and he goes back to his room on the other side of the resort.

I feel him tense when my stubble brushes past the softness of his stomach.

I hold onto his hips and I lick around his navel.

He sure sounds breathless, but there has not been any strong squirming just yet, no giggling …

I keep my kissing at his navel as my right hand reaches up to his right underarm.

My fingers, ever so gently, stroke through his armpit hair.

He flinches, jolting into himself, I feel his head snap forwards.

I grin into his stomach.

Jackpot.

I continue my stroke.

My fingers move faster.

My nails are now impacting flesh.

“No,” he protests.

I ignore.

“Hey, quit it,” there is that giggle I crave.

Its squeaky, playful, alarmed.

"No, damn, wait—”

My other hand is now in his other armpit.

He is writhing beneath my face as I lick at his abs.

“No! Wait! No, stop!—”

Already, he is raising his voice.

I can hear the cotton of the tie creak as he pulls on his make-shift restraint.

I could have used the professional bondage equipment my husband and I use on a regular basis, but doing so would have secured his exit.

The tie was tame, suggestive, something he thought he could probably break out of if he needed to.

That won’t happen.

He has no idea he was going to be tied and tickled by an expert.

I sit up.

I want to see his face.

I want to see the moment of realisation.

I increase my fingers pressure.

Both armpits, at the same time.

His elbows bend, his head looks down at my touch, his face twisting from side to side.

He can’t quite believe it.

“Please!” He cries, “Hey, come on!” He yelps, “Man, I mean it, I’ll scream the place down!”

I stop.

He huffs.

He looks at me with a face soaked in menace.

“Please, don’t do that again,” he clears his throat, “I’m too ticklish,” he admits, “I swear to god, I’ll die if you—”

—I throw my fingers in again.

This time harder, this time with aggression, this time forcefully.

His eyes almost bulge out of his head.

He tries to buck me off him, I’m too heavy.

He declares a hearty, “—Oh my god!—” before falling into heavy laughter, his hysteria unexpected, strained, sudden and taken from him without warning.

He is hissing, wincing, trying to talk, his level of ticklish exceeding anyones I have yet to meet.

“—Please!—” He is clawing at the air, his wrists tugging and tugging and tugging at the tie, “—Oh god!—” He is shocked, concerned, bewildered, “—You can’t just do this!—” He shouts between the giggles, my fingers now in the very depths of his armpits, his face now saturated with distain toward my ability to render him speechless, “—Help!—” He calls to the locked door.

I stop again.

I pat his chest.

I lay down over his torso.

I kiss his left nipple as he catches his breath.

My head lifts and drops as his lungs refill with air.

“You, you do this with guys every night?” He asks, “Woo them in, t, tickle the shit outta them?”

I chuckle.

“Almost every night,” I whisper, “But none as beautiful, nor as ticklish as you.”

My fingers return to their stroking comb through his armpit hair.

“Hey, come on, seriously! No, not again!” He whines.

I am ravenous.

I watch him transform from aroused, naked and free … To kicking, panting and bound.

I give him a few seconds of relief when my claws drag down his rib cage.

“—Ugh! Oh god, oh god!—”

He peers over his chest, he watches me with wide eyes.

My palm glides over his hard on.

I travel down his long legs, he sees me near his untied feet.

“No! No, hey, what the fuck, man, come on!”

I grab at his right ankle.

“No, not my feet, please, man, that’s enough! Not my feet!”

I fix it in an armlock.

I suck on his big toe.

I hear him gasp.

I send five fingers scribbling over the sole of his foot.

I feel his left foot swipe at my back.

“—No, no, no!—"

The volume of his cries will no doubt catch the attention of an usher.

I don’t care.

“—No, please, no!—”

I focus on the arch as I suck on two toes at once; his big toe and index toe.

He is giggling fiercely, his laughter non stop, uncontrollable.

“—Help! Oh! Oh please, someone, help!—”

As I continue to tickle him, as I continue to endure his heel pounding into my spine, as I continue to taste his toes …

He has no choice but to come to terms with his capture.

__________

P H A S E F O U R

The morning sun lights the room a hazy yellow.

I light his cigarette for him.

He lays on his back, his wrists showcasing red marks.

There are scratches over his underarms and stomach, his pits still soaked with sweat.

He inhales the toxins and then exhales a shoot of white smoke in a deep, steady sigh.

I lay naked beside him, admiring the body I have just devoured.

He scoffs into his lap, lifting his shoulders in a confused shrug.

“I don’t even know your name,” he croaks.

I extend my right hand.

“Miller.”

He sucks on his cigarette and lifts his eyebrows.

He shakes my hand and speaks smoke.

“Armand. My friends call me Armie.”

I grin, my index finger arriving at his nipple.

“Oh? I’m a friend, huh?”

He smacks me away.

He flicks ash over the fur rug.

He crosses his leg at the ankle.

“You should meet my other friends. You’d knock ‘em dead … ” I say.

He pops his cigarette at the tip of his lips.

He tucks his hands behind his head, proudly showing off those hyper ticklish armpits I have just spent the night infiltrating.

“You know what I want?” His cigarette bobs as he talks, “I want to do to you, what you did to me,” he declares.

I watch his cock harden at the thought.

It was then I realised I had changed his life forever.

Huff,

Huff,

Huff,

“You’ll need to let him speak, if we really want to capture how upset he is,” Miller chuckled.

Andrew and Peter both felt the need to remove their masks at the same time; the air behind the plastic had grown warm and muggy, after their vigorous attempts to get Armie into his current breathless state.

They nod at their master, taking the hairbrushes away from Armie’s oil soaked soles, where they then bowed their heads and stepped aside.

Armie focused on catching his breath, before he could start to shape out words.

He un-scrunched his toes and flexed out his fingers, his ass cheeks now soaked to the leather padding of the tickle chair.

Tim’s hands dangled by his sides as he lowered his head.

“Wanna talk to me …” huff, huff, huff, “… About th, this secretive side of yours, kid?” Armie asked.

Tim scratched the back of his head as a beat of silence filled the room, the dozens of founder eyes all aimed directly at his naked body.

“Didn’t you hear what he just said?” Tim spoke in a quiet growl, “He told me to keep it a secret, man!” Tim lifted his head and glared at Armie, “I wanted to tell you, so bad, but, I, I had no idea what tonight would even be about! Of, of course I—”

—Armie licked a bead of sweat away from his upper lip.

He felt Andrew, Peter, Miller and John glance at him with a judging look, a look that reminded him to not press Tim too hard into revealing why he did something in secret, when he himself had just actioned out his own means without being honest.

“Go on!” Miller demanded, shrugging off his robe, where he too now stood entirely naked, “Tell him!” Miller began to approach Armie, where he slid behind the tickle chair, a move that caused Armie to shuffle in his seat and yank at his wrist restraints, “Tell him what we made you do!” Miller reached over the back of the chair and began to stroke Armie’s underarms with both hands, “That is … If you can physically get the words out …”

Tim’s mouth fell open as he watched Armie’s torso practically crumple into itself, at the mere press of Miller’s fingers over the tips of his armpit hair.

Tim had toyed with Armie over the past three years, during their sessions where Armie had given Tim the feather, instead of keeping the feather for himself.

He had made him writhe, he had made him squirm, he had even made him beg.

But he had never produced reactions like the ones he currently witnessed.

“—Hee, hee, hee, he told me, kid—” Armie threw his body to the left as Miller jabbed his fingers deep into Armie’s right pit, “—GRAGHH! Hee, hee told me hee, hee, no, no! Fuck! Fuck you, Miller!—”, Armie tumbled into hysterics, his grin manic yet menacing, tight but loose, a mixture of undeniable ecstasy forced together with utter distain for his circumstance as Miller tickled his pit with relentless strength, “—GRAGH! AGHAAAAH! AGHAHAHA! Oh god, oh, oh Miller, oh god, not like this! Come on! Come on!—” Now Miller aggressively tickled both of Armie’s pits at the same time whilst Andrew and Peter watched on in awe, “—Hetoldmeheknewwhatwedid—” Armie spat all at once, “—Hefilmedyou—” he could not stop the saliva from falling from his lips, “—whenyoufirstmet—” he buckled to the right and then threw himself forward, the tickle chair shifting over a few inches, “—hessssssaid—” Armie arched his back and squeezed his eyes shut, Miller now using one hand to invade Armie’s left pit whilst his other hand ventured down to the fur of Armie’s stomach, “—he said he’d leak it to the world if I didn’t do as he asked!”

Tim listened with narrowed eyes as he tried to focus on Armie’s babbled explanation, whilst taking in the details of the data.

Slowly, he turned his head towards Miller and spoke with a deep, grainy rasp.

“You filmed me…?” His fists scrunched so hard his knuckles glowed white, “In your studio?” He felt something animalistic move his body, something old and ancient that he had repressed since he signed Armie’s contract over three years ago, “—You mother fucker …” he hissed.

Tim threw himself at Miller.

He roared, he reached out to claw, his pupils became black dots.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” Peter was the first to grab at Tim.

Andrew, startled by Tim’s rage, was the next to grapple with the twenty eight year old.

“—You mother fucker! You mother fucker! You mother fucker!—” Tim cried.

Miller stepped away from the tickle chair, much to Armie’s relief, as both Andrew and Peter took an arm of Tim’s each; Andrew taking Tim’s right, Peter taking Tim’s left, where they then together manhandled him around the burning trash can as he kicked and squirmed within their grasp, dragging him towards Armie, forcing him beside the device the thirty seven year old sat strapped into …

Tim spun on his heels and pointed at Miller, “You’re a mother fucker!” He repeated, as if Miller needed to hear it one more time.

Armie panted into the hairs of his chest as he endured a tormenting tingle within each armpit, “Le, leave it, kid …” huff, huff, huff, “They’re not worth it …” huff, huff, huff

An excited expression saturated Millers face, it had been quite some years since he had emotionally pushed individuals this far

“Oh, I’m not the only one who got camera happy, Wolf …” Miller stepped away and stood between Andrew and Peter as John continued to watch his show, in his wheelchair, from a distance, “… Come on, Hammer! You’ve still got a lot of talking to do!” He nodded at Armie’s feet and then glared directly at Tim’s face, “Make him squirm, Wolf … Do it, or we share your secret little kinks with the entire world …”

Tim caught Miller’s eyes shift towards the founders mask plugged into the laptop, a laptop with a screen showcasing an ‘uploading’ box that appeared to be at one hundred percent.

“What the fuck is that, Armie?” Tim could not help but allow his voice to go from demanding and powerful, to whiney and weak, “Armie, man! Tell me, what the fuck is that?—” His point went from Miller to the mask, from the mask to the laptop, from the laptop to the sole of Armie’s left foot.

Armie winced.

“Hey, kid, go easy, go, go slow!” His biceps bulged and his toes flexed as Tim began to draw up the bottom of Armie’s left foot, “Alright! Alright! Yes, yesterday, our session, it was as intense as it was for a reason!” Armie clenched his teeth and heaved out a few strained chuckles, his toes curling into a fierce clench, the toe ties keeping his foot in place, “Not the toes, kid, don’t go any further up, come on!—” He threw his head back as Tim’s index finger went further up, “—Alright, okay, damnit! They promised to not share anything they had on us, if I filmed you and I, doo—doo—doo—” Armie’s jaw stretched open as Tim began to scratch at the base of his toes, “—doo, doo-ing what we do, but the most intense yet—” Armie raised his voice, shouting so loud that his yell once again sent echoes through the room, “—IT WASN’T MY CHOICE!—” he shrieked, “—They wanted you kept in the dark!—” he cried, “—They call it a damn NARRATIVE!—” Armie’s head stretched towards Tim, his words leaving his throat with such vigour that Tim could feel the heat against his face.

Tim found himself lifting his other hand, where it arrived at Armie’s other foot; he found himself tickling both of Armie’s feet, unsure if he were doing it because Miller had ordered him to, or if he were doing it because he wanted to punish Armie.

“The, the mask …” Tim sniffed, his eyes filling with tears, “… That wasn’t a gift?”

Armie shook his head, his nostrils flaring as he watched Tim do the unthinkable; he began to claw and scratch and stroke at both of his soles, transforming Armie into a twisting, wriggling worm on a hook, his feet thrashing from left to right, the toe ties creaking, his hips thrusting from side to side, his laughter bellowing out across the candlelight.

“Tim, please, come on—” Armie muttered breathlessly, “—Come on, kid, don’t do this, stop, stop, stop—” he licked more sweat away from his upper lip, “—I’m a different kind of ticklish, kid, I swear to god, you don’t wanna go there!—” Armie felt his eyes peel away from his feet to Peter, only momentarily, as Peter arrived at the laptop where he too shrugged off his robe, revealing his naked form.

“It’s uploaded,” Peter announced, “Our members are gonna love this. It’ll make us millions …” Peter pressed the space bar, the video arrived on the laptops screen, another space bar tap and it began to play.

Tim lowered his head as he continued to tickle Armie, the sound of his own muffled and digital laughter in Armie’s bedroom flooding the underground hall they had all been positioned in.

Peter returned to Andrew and Miller, “There’s an incredible part at the end, with a length of string, seriously, boys, you’re gonna bust your load over that …” he whispered to his colleagues, “ … The man really is a genius …”

Armie scrunched all ten of his toes into one last determined clench, his entire torso thrusting forwards at Tim where he caught the young mans attention, breaking him out of his teary stare, where he grunted out six simple words that encapsulated the reason why he did what Miller blackmailed him into doing.

“—I was trying to protect you—”

Tim felt his nose burn as he blinked away shimmering droplets that fell from his cheeks and landed over the tops of his feet, the warmth of the hall causing them to melt straight away into his skin.

Miller stepped forwards.

“… And the Wolf wanted freedom … ” Miller declared.

Miller’s hand rested over Tim’s, where he pressed the aggression, the wrath, the vengeance away from Armie’s soles.

Tim stumbled away and wiped some tears away from his jaw.

Huff,

Huff,

Huff,

Huff,

Armie was not given enough time to control his breathing; before he had the chance to even try, Miller’s hands were back on him, this time at the left side of his torso.

Armie wish he could just flinch, or jolt, or stiffen; instead, his ass lifted away from the leather in something he had only just recently described himself - a leap.

The tickle chair rattled as soon as his weight landed back over its structure, an angered hiss making its way between his teeth as he was forced to wriggle in his seat, Miller’s fingers now dancing up and down his ribcage.

The only person within the hall that had not discarded their robe, not including the cloaked, hooded and masked founders lining the stone walls, was Andrew.

Before shrugging away the black silk, he reached inside the robe and pulled out a plane ticket.

The robe then fell at his feet, revealing his slender yet muscular frame; his broad shoulders, the faint sprouts of fur that decorating his chest and abs, the length of his legs and the defined shapes of his thighs.

Even with Armie begging his loudest, even with the knowledge that he had acted behind his back, even with all of this heaviness resting over his shoulders, Tim found himself unable to take his eyes away from Andrew, from the waist down.

Beneath Andrew’s stomach hung a thick and well endowed, now throbbing cock; its size far the largest, compared to everyone elses in the hall.

Tim cleared his throat and forced his eyes away, rubbing the back of his hand against the tip of a very wet nose.

Andrew acknowledged Tim’s interest, even if it was brief; he smirked at the twenty eight year old and began to approach him, with the speed of a leopard about to pounce on a small monkey.

Tim took a few uneasy steps back as Armie continued to heave and howl, Miller now circling each of Armie’s most sensitive spots on his body; his right and left nipple.

“—Miller! Oh god, Miller, not there, come on, stop, stop this now! Get the fuck offa me, come on, you sadistic bastard! Oh god, oh gohahahahahahahahaha—ahahahahahahaha!—ahahahahahahaahaaaaad …—”

All Miller had to do was draw circles around each nipple with his index fingers, causing Armie to twist his upper body away from him, into him, any way away from him, to try and stop the ticklish torment from happening.

Tim did not now where to look; his attention was pulled either to the mask he had held in his lap just yesterday, a mask now plugged into a laptop still playing footage filmed without him knowing less than twenty four hours ago, where it was then pulled to Armie and his struggle, a sight that both aroused Tim and worried him at equal measure. Tim’s green eyes would dart to Miller, where they would boil with such hatred that they would jump over to Peter, who now held a USB in his hand, for them to finally land back at Andrew and his meaty arousal.

Tim twisted into himself when Andrew snuck his fingers into the muscle of his right hip.

“Yo!” Tim went to grab at Andrew, but Andrew smacked his hands away as if they were annoying bugs.

Armie grunted and groaned as Miller slid his fingers away from his nipples and gently combed his armpit hair instead.

“Can you believe it, Hammer?” Miller took one hand and used it to grab Armie’s chin, lifting his head so that he faced Tim, “He’s gone behind your back now not just once, but twice …” Miller tightened his hold around Armie’s jaw, causing his cheeks to squish inward, his lips to puff, “… Doesn’t sound like a very healthy relationship to me, huh?”

Armie narrowed his eyes at the plane ticket in Andrew’s hand.

“What the … What the fuck is …” he pulled his face away from Miller, using all the strength in his sweat stained neck, “… What the fuck is that?”

Andrew pressed the ticket against Tim’s chest.

“Can I have the honours, boss?” Andrew kept his eyes on Tim, mainly focusing on the shape of his lips, but directing his question at Miller.

Miller dragged his fingernails over Armie’s chest, down his stomach and towards his cock, where his fingers curled around its shape and began to stroke at it firmly.

“After what you’ve achieved this year?” Miller scoffed, “No way, you reckless little sh—”

“—Yes,” John croaked, from the depths of his wheelchair, “Allow him …” he wheezed, amongst the plastic wires and metal of his oxygen tank.

Miller pressed his lips together and nodded just once, his pushed together smile stretching into a satisfied grin as he felt Armie reluctantly harden within his grasp.

Andrew tried his best not to, he knew it would only get him into deeper trouble than he was already in … But as the seconds went by, he found himself looking over at Miller and offering him a winning wink.

Tim lowered his head, his view a plane ticket flat against the shimmering flesh of his torso.

“We’re hosting a little … Party …” Andrew pulled his focus back to Tim, “… Lift up your arms, point to the ceiling, alright?” Armie kept his fingertips pressed against the ticket.

Tim burrowed his eyebrows into a flat frown and chewed on his upper lip.

As ordered, he slowly lifted his arms above his head and pointed at the ceiling; this move exposed his underarms, presenting the thick, dark curls of his armpit hair to Andrew, just as Andrew had expected them to.

Andrew’s eyes may as well have turned into bulging, pink hearts; he spoke out the word, ‘wow’ so quietly that no one in the hall heard it leave his mouth, especially when the volume of Armie’s grunts were considered, the further Miller sank his touch against his pecs.

“We’re hosting a little party,” Andrew repeated, “A ten week long excursion … An activity fuelled getaway, if you will … “ Andrew used his free hand to lift casually, where it travelled through the air with the grace of someone who knew what they were about to touch was something exceptional, something special, something one of a kind …

Tim squeezed his eyes shut as Andrew’s fingertips arrived at the armpit hair of his right underarm.

John began to dribble as he watched Tim’s fingers curl into his palms, creating tightly clenched fists.

“You’ve been to Tickle Fest, right?” Andrew began to stroke Tim’s armpit hair, “It’s kinda like that, but levelled up by a thousand …” Andrew chuckled as he watched Tim leap onto tip toes, “… No, scrap that … A million …”

Tim nudged his elbows into a slight bend as Andrew increased the pressure of his touch.

“Fuck that,” Tim said through clenched teeth, “Fuck you, I’m not going …” he spoke with promise to his tone.

Armie, through blurred vision, felt his heart drop into his stomach as he watched Tim’s erection stiffen, the more Andrew touched him.

“—Pl, ple, ple, please, Miller, stop, I, I can’t breath …” Armie gulped down a dry bubble, his body exhausted, his strength and muscular shape glistening in the candle light as the trash can illuminating this insane setting continued to burn.

Miller’s claws flattened as his palms slid away from Armie’s now erect cock, where they instead decided to massage his shoulders.

“Listen up, Hammer,” Miller whispered into Armie’s left ear, “This part is pretty fucking important …”

Andrew continued, his fingers curling through Tim’s armpit hair as he spoke.

“There will be games. Lots and lots of games … With lots and lots of people, people like you … ” Andrew’s astonishingly large cock began to lift as Tim squirmed on the spot, shuffling his feet, clearly very desperate to drop his arms to his sides, “… And there will be a winner …” He played Tim like the puppet he was, the strings once held by Miller, strings now held by Andrew.

“… If you win, you’ll never hear from the founders again … And that includes Armie …” Andrew transformed his stroking into gentle drags, causing Tim to twist a little to the right, a gasp leaving his mouth, “… If you lose, you live with us forever, and you get to see Armie twice a month …”

Peter, always keen to add members to the team, repeated the same words he had delivered to Armie at the Christmas party.

“Or,” he lifted his shoulders, the USB still pinched between his index finger and thumb, “You could just join the cult …!”

Tim winced and pulled himself away from Andrew, his spin detaching Andrew’s fingertips and the ticket away from his chest.

Andrew held the ticket firmly in hand, his cock now twitching and standing tall at the sight of Tim giving in, unable to take the touch over his underarm for a second longer.

Tim’s back now faced John, Miller, Armie, Peter and Andrew; he could not bare to look at Armie as a range of thought and emotion saturated a face filled with pain.

He kept his head lowered, his eyes peering up at all of the cloaked founders lining the wall opposite him.

The hall fell silent; only the sound of crackling flame and Armie’s heavy breathing filled the humid expanse around them.

Tim inhaled slowly as his mind travelled back to a moment in Armie’s kitchen, where he put pen to paper and scribbled his signature over a line, securing weeks and weeks of tickle torment with someone who, at the time, he considered simply a friend.

That time led to feelings and confusing reactions, that time led to the introduction of Miller and a camcorder, that time led to secrets, manipulations, choices and decisions, that time led to love, that time led to masks, robes, betrayal, blackmail and this very situation

… It was then Tim realised that The House, these people, the way they work …

… They had been in control before Tim had even removed the cap from the pen itself.

For the first time in the three years he had grown to love Armie, Tim regretted stepping foot in his apartment.

He regretted agreeing to be tickled for money, for financial support, for an income that was taken from him by a disease nobody even talks about anymore.

He wished the pen was not filled with ink.

He wished he was not ticklish at all.

He began to wish he had never met Armie in the first place.

Began …

Began …

Began …

Before that thought could grow any further, Tim turned to face his captors, where he looked Miller directly in the eye.

“What if I decline entirely?” He asked, a defeated croak to his voice.

Peter unplugged the mask from the laptop.

He held the mask in the air with one hand, whilst holding the USB in the air with the other.

Miller’s hands slid away from Armie’s shoulders as he made his way beside Peter.

“… Timothée Chalamet, Tickled For Cash! …” Miller pointed at the USB, “… Synopsis: The young Hollywood actor is locked in stocks and tickled by a photographer who promises not to film it, when really, the camera was on as soon as he stepped foot inside the studio! Watch as he squirms and begs, his soles tickled relentlessly by fingers and then a hairbrush, as he remains completely unaware he’s being recorded! …”

He then pointed to the mask, Tim’s panicked glare following his index finger with its every move.

“… Timothée Chalamet, Tickled By Lover Armie Hammer!…” Miller grinned and scratched away an itch taking place across his stomach, “… Synopsis: The young Hollywood actor is tied naked to a bed and tickled in the most intense way yet! Gloves, hairbrushes, electric toothbrushes, fingers, you name it, we got it, step right up, all aboard…” his voice raised into a high pitched shout, “… Yadda, yadda, yadda FUCKING YADDA!—”

He then spun on the spot, his point dropping to now aim straight towards Tim.

Tim lowered his head.

“It’s porn, for now, Wolf …” Miller placed both hands over his hips, “… Just cum into a tissue for thousands of privileged, rich, exclusive idiots who want nothing but to see you squirm and beg on camera … “ he huffed, smiling at Tim, his shoulders dropping deeper at every word that left Miller’s lips, “… It’s private, it’s contractually confidential, all of our members sign NDA’s …” for the first time in a while, Miller spoke with a friendly tone; there was no sarcasm to his voice, no grit, no threat, until there suddenly was … “… Unless we tell them not to …”

Armie looked at Tim with an urgent stare, a boiling look in the blue’s of his eyes that said, ‘… Play, and win … Play, and win …’

Miller clapped his hands together, in an attempt to speed up Tim’s decision making.

“Alright, here it is, a game changer!” He declared, “Agree to The Games right now, on the spot, and we throw both the mask and the USB into the fire …” he nodded at the trash can filled with flames, “… Turn us down, and I share everything … “

Andrew approached Tim and offered him the plane ticket.

“Look on the bright side, wolfy … If you lose and you live with us … You and I? We can sleep top-to-tail,” Andrew seemed genuine in his proposal.

Tim looked down at the ticket with eyes filling with tears; his nostrils flared as his lips swelled up, his arms tucking themselves around his chest as he took a moment to consider this new ultimatum.

He had no idea what these ‘games’ would consist of, besides the fact they would obviously involve tickling.

He had no idea who else he would be playing against, these ‘people like him’.

All he knew were his outcomes.

Win: and it is a life without The House, a life without tickle torture, a life where being tickled would only take place by happenstance, from a friend being playful, or because the pedicurist scrubbed too hard …

It meant never having to look at Andrew’s ferocious grin, or Millers white toothed smirk, or Peter and his almost too quiet, too observant way.

It meant never having to look at John’s wrinkled gaze, the yellows of his nails, the sound of his staggered, dying breathing.

You’ll never see Armie again.

Tim felt no shame as a tear rolled down his cheek.

Loose: and it is a life with The House, a life tied to the many beds that filled the many mansions, a life that may not even include a career, if they chose to disallow him that …

It meant laughing all the time, in the worst way; it meant begging, screaming, giggling with strength he was not sure he had anymore.

It meant toothbrushes across the neck, string between toes, feathers over the taint …

It meant being able to fall into Armie’s chest for sweet relief every fortnight.

Only every two weeks.

Tim found himself in a rock and a hard place.

Neither outcome suited him, but both have their advantages, both were tinged with a tormenting sense of false hope.

… But hope none the less.

Tim snatched the ticket out of Andrews hand.

Armie dropped his head over his chest.

Miller began to remove his restraints.

Andrew started to stroke his own cock.

Peter threw the USB and Armie’s founders mask into the trash can.

The flames grew, the glow of orange lit the room, a cloud of amber rolled into the ceiling …

Miller nodded slowly, a calm sense of satisfaction washing over the creases of his face.

“Hammer did what we asked him to, out of love for you, Wolf,” Miller presented his learnings from the evening, as a way to further torment the couple before him, “Wolf did what we asked him to, out of love for himself …” he looked into the trash can as the mask and USB began to melt, “ … You should be thanking us. We’ve shone a spotlight on who you both really are …”

Armie looked over at Tim as he slid off the tickle chair, his knees weak, his body tingling.

Tim avoided Armie’s gaze, one hand wiping tears from his jaw, the other hand holding the plane ticket so tightly it had begun to grow damp thanks to the sweat saturating Tim’s palm.

As Armie and Tim were escorted away, Miller knelt by John and his wheelchair.

He kissed John on the lips and then whispered into his mouth:

“That was all for you, my love.”

A large black SUV rolled to a stop at JFK airport carpark.

Behind the glass of the back passenger seat, Timothée, wearing a tracksuit, sunglasses and a cap, peered up at a large jumbo jet taking off into the snowy expanse above.

Beside him, dressed in a smart polo, chinos and boots, sat Armie.

The heat pumping out of the air con grates caused the inside of the vehicle to feel warm and muggy; an uncomfortable atmosphere to say the least, especially considering the fact that both young men had not spoken a word throughout the forty five minute journey.

Armie pressed a button located in the middle of his passenger door.

-Bzzt-

“Ash, we’re warm enough,” he croaked.

Armie’s chauffeur, located within the closed off drivers area on the other side of a leather padded divider, switched off the heating.

For the first time since the car left Armie’s apartment, both Armie and Tim turned to look at each other.

Surprise startled them both - they did not expect to do the same thing at the same time.

Tim chuckled nervously and lowered his head.

Armie glanced down into his lap.

“Can you … “ Armie found himself gulping, “… Can you take off the shades?”

He unbuttoned the top button of his polo shirt.

Once again, he was reminded of how out of control he had become over the past three years.

Back when Tim used to submit himself daily, Armie would rarely ask, he would always command.

These days, he could not even request for Tim to take off his sunglasses without his voice sounding weak.

As Tim removed his sunglasses, Armie could see that his hands were shaking.

“If uh, if I’d known turning up at your door would have led to this, I uh … I wouldn’t of shown up,” Tim declares.

Such a harsh statement caused Armie to look away.

“… Jesus … ” he whispers.

Tim kept the shades in his lap, his thumb running across the RayBan logo.

“You uh,” Tim sniffed, "You … You said you wanted that day to be just us … Just you and me …”

Armie lifted his eyebrows in shock - as he returned his gaze to Tim’s face, he noticed how bloodshot his eyes were - no wonder he had attempted to hide them …

“It was just us, Tim …” Armie unbuckled his seat belt and shuffled closer, “ … I, I swear, I never meant to—”

“—You tricked me into doing that for you. You’ve done … So much … to me, since we started this …” Tim turned and pressed himself against the passenger door, “ … But you’ve never manipulated me … Not like that …”

Armie breathed in slowly and closed his eyes.

He so desperately wanted to reach out to Tim, to place a hand on his knee, to raise his voice and rehash the furious arguments they had thrown themselves into over the past twelve hours.

Instead, Armie decided to remain true to his purpose by summing up the reasons behind his actions in one singular sentence.

“I was trying to do the right thing,” he whispered.

Tim smirked and glared through the glass, out onto the tarmac.

“Submitting to you like that, with that fucking string, all fucking day … It was meant to be a gift. Turns out …” Tim held onto passenger door handle, “ … It was a fucking curse—”

“—Tim,” Armie finally reached out and held onto Tim’s left arm.

Tim paused, as if Armie’s touch stung him.

Silence filled the car.

Only the sound of another commercial plane taking off ahead filled the inside of the vehicle.

“Tim, I …” Armie narrowed his eyes, a singular thought landing at the forefront of his mind:

Are you really about to do this?

“… I think we need to stop seeing each other.”

Tim kept his eyes on the tarmac as a dozen or so screaming girls gathered at the airports entrance, all of them holding banners, soft toys and iPhones, ready to hand their favourite celebrity their offering, or if they were lucky enough, to catch a selfie with Hollywoods hottest actor.

Tim had craved for the fame since he were a teenager.

Now?

He would swap it all for just ten more minutes with Armie …

… Minutes that Armie had now decided to take away.

Tim’s hand slid away from the door handle.

-Btzz-

“Uh, Mr. Hammer …” Ash spoke from the drivers seat in a static crackle, “… Mr. Chalamet’s fans are uh, increasing the risk of heightened focus to the car. Mr. Chalamet’s agent and I did throw them off the scent, I uh, I guess they—”

Armie turned his head to the side.

“They can wait, Ash.”

The gentle ‘click’ noise meant Ash had returned Armie and Tim to their privacy.

More silence, more planes taking off from above, now the additional chant of fifteen year old pre pubescent teens eager to see Tim in person …

“—Timmy! Timmy! Timmy!—”

Armie sighed.

“Even now, in a moment as important as this, and that fame of yours still finds a way to worm its way in.”

Tim shuffled around so that he faced Armie, his seat belt still secured across his torso.

“What did you just say?”

Armie blinked.

“The girls, outside. What I meant, was—”

Tim frowned.

“No, before that.”

Armie’s mouth fell open.

As his eyes trailed around Tim’s face, he realised his suggestion had made Tim fall into a state of shock.

“I, I said, I think …” Armie licked lips made dry by how nervous he felt, “… I think we should stop seeing each other.”

Tim looked down into the leather seating between them.

“What …” he shook his head, “… Why?”

Armie shuffled even closer.

He curled both of his hands around Tim’s.

“ … Why? Tim, look what they’ve done, look how they’ve played us, look what they’re going to make you do … You’re seriously asking me why?”

Tim bit his upper lip as he forced back tears.

“I’m … I’m not gonna let them get away with this … ” determination filled Tim’s voice, “… I won’t …”

Armie squeezed Tim’s hands.

“Listen, Timothée, listen. If you win, you’ll never see me again. They’ll make sure of it. If you lose, you only see me every so often, on their terms. Us now, right now, what I’m trying to say we do …” Armie felt his blood run cold as he said the thing he had known he would have to do as soon as they strapped him into the tickle chair, “… I want you to get used to a reality, where you and I aren’t together, ahead of time. Now. Not when you are triumphant.”

Armie slid his right hand out of Tim’s palm, where he used his index finger and thumb to gently lift Tim’s head up, by pinching at his chin.

“I know you, Timothée. Better than anyone in your life. I know you will win … ”

Tim’s eyes became soaked with despair as he looked Armie directly in the face, his head held into position by a man he used to work with, a man who used to be his friend, a man who used to be his tickler, a man he had fallen in love with.

Tim spoke with a tremble to his voice as his nostrils flared and tears fell down his cheeks, “I just wanted them to be out of my life,” he whined, “I just wanted them out of our life …”

Armie smiled.

Confirmation that he were making the right choice landed heavily in his heart.

Miller was right.

Tim had put himself and his career first.

He spoke it out loud just then, by replacing the words ‘my life’ with ‘our life’ …

… Our life falling secondary once again.

He just has not realised it yet.

He will.

“—Timmy! Timmy! Timmy!—”

The dozen or so girls outside the airports entrance had now grown to just over seventy.

Paparazzi had also caught wind of Timothée’s appearance; photographers cleaning their camera lens readied themselves for a photograph of the young actor, ready to board a plane to England for the next round of Wonka promo.

Tim unbuckled his seatbelt.

He shuffled into Armie.

They now sat squashed together, Tim’s arms wrapped around Armie’s torso, his forehead pressing into Armie’s shoulder.

Armie felt the warmth of Tim’s tears sink into the material of his polo shirt as he rested his jaw over the top of Tim’s head.

Tim spoke in a muffle, his lips pressed against Armie’s chest.

“Is this the last time I’m ever going to see you?”

Armie placed his palms over Tim’s back.

Tim’s voice, the weakness in his tone, the desperation in his words … It chipped at the wall around Armie’s heart.

“… Armie?”

There was only one word in Armie’s mind that described the way Tim said his name.

Broken.

Another chip at the wall, another plane taking off thousands of feet above the rooftop of the SUV.

That chip was a big one, large enough for a spout of emotion to trickle through, a spout with such strength that it caused the wall to crumble.

Armie broke down into Tim’s arms.

He sobbed through his curls of hair, the drench of his anger leaking out of him in such a way that the wall could never be fixed.

Tim growled into Armie’s chest.

His fingers clawed into his back.

“—You fucking bastard—” Tim wept, “—Why did you have to do this—” he cried, “—Why did you have to let them in—”

He began to punch into Armie’s spine.

Armie grunted and huffed through his expel, his back pounded by Tim’s fists, the pain of each knuckle ramming into his shoulder blades causing him to wince and hiss as he found himself drowning in his release, unable to catch his breath.

“—Timmy! Timmy! Timmy!—”

Tim’s weight sank into Armie’s chest as his fists spread out, his fingers flexing, his hands returning to a calmer state where they laid out over the bottom of Armie’s back, his grip taking hold of the waist of Armie’s chinos.

He held onto him tightly, refusing, for these very seconds, to let him go.

Armie heaved in quickly and then exhaled slowly, his mouth shaping into a small ‘O’ as he forced his eyes open, his face now swollen with grief.

“A fucking tickle cult,” Tim chuckled into Armie’s polo shirt, his nose smearing disappointment into the merino, “Fucking Sweden, it’s all fucking insane. But you know what—” Tim sniffed, “—what, what’s really crazy?”

Armie did not need to speak to show his need for Tim to continue.

“Introducing me to this world, the things we’ve done,” Tim’s grip left Armie’s chinos, where he pulled himself out from under Armie’s jaw, his cap falling from his head, “The times I’ve had with you have,” Tim sniffed again, “Have been the best an, and worst times of my life, an, and …” he removed curls from his eyes and looked Armie square in the face, his hands now clutching the collar of Armie’s polo shirt, the material scrunched up within his grasp, saliva bubbling at the corners of his mouth as he growled out his final words, “… And I wouldn’t of had it any other fucking way—”

—Tim tore himself away from Armie.

He yanked the passenger door open.

He leaped out of the car and he slammed the door shut behind him.

The departure took place with such force that it made the SUV wobble.

It blew cold air from the outside against Armie’s face, it turned the inside of the vehicle into a deafly silent coffin that Armie knew he could not step out of, due to the risk of being seen by the adoring fans now no longer chanting Tim’s name, but screaming it instead.

He wanted to follow Tim.

Get him back.

To grab him by each arm, spin him around, manhandle him back inside the car.

He looked down at his hands, hands still wet with his tears, with Tim’s tears, the feeling of Tim’s hoodie still present over his palms.

If he were to leave this car, Timothée’s fans would see him.

The fan fiction, the theories, the idea of them ‘together’ would be confirmed as true.

That release of information to the world would cause people to dig.

That digging would lead to feathers, masks, chains and ball gags.

Armie had no choice but to remain seated, within the confines of the SUV.

He did not blink.

He did not breathe.

His eyes fell to the only piece of debris from what had just taken place.

Tim’s cap.

Armie glanced up.

He watched Tim sprint towards the airport.

He watched him place his sunglasses back over his face.

He watched him fake a smile, throw up an energetic wave, pose for selfies.

He watched hands grab at him.

They clawed.

The need to touch him was ravenous, animalistic.

They have no idea how I have touched him.

The SUV’s engine started.

What I have done to him.

The car began it’s journey back to New York.

How much I have broken his heart.

M A N Y M O N T H S L A T E R . . .

The bus wobbled from side to side as it travelled down a muddy road lined by tall pine trees and a surrounding forest.

Tim sat blindfolded with a red ball gag strapped around his face, the circular chunk of plastic wedged so far into his mouth that his tongue had no choice but to rest towards the back of his throat.

He clasped his hands together casually, his fingers intertwined.

He was untied, his view nothing but black, his clothes taken from him hours ago.

He now wore provided black dungarees, a cotton t-shirt, white socks and a pair of laced pumps.

Stitched to the left breast of his dungaree was the title, ‘Ticklee 002’.

The bus creaked to a stop.

Cold air filled the inside of the vehicle as doors were pulled open.

A muffled voice, stern and strict, shouted out an order.

“Ticklee 001, please exit!”

Tim’s eyebrows raised behind his blindfold as he heard footsteps stagger through the bus.

“—Mphh! Mphh! Mnnphh!—”

Such a stumble with such a muffle informed Tim that ‘Ticklee 001’ had also been gagged and blindfolded.

The foot steps thudded past Tim where they then crunched onto gravel, each step fading into nothing as the ticklee was taken away from the bus.

“Ticklee 002, please exit!”

Tim stood abruptly.

He bumped his head on the ceiling.

He ducked, a gagged, “—Uhh!—” caught between the ball of plastic.

He shuffled to his left, rubbing the top of his scalp.

He felt leather gloved hands curl around his right arm.

They pulled.

He followed.

His footing was careful, cautious.

He almost tripped down the little steps, the rubber soles of his pumps landing on a pathway …

Crunch, crunch, crunch …

Tim could hear behind him, “Ticklee 003, please exit!”

Suddenly, he was forced to a stop.

The blindfold was swiftly removed from his face.

He blinked, widening his eyes, narrowing them into focus, his vision blurred.

He felt his ball gag unclip by someone standing behind him.

He felt a wave of relief as the gag left the betweens of his mouth, his tongue now free to lick his lips and gather excess drool.

He wiped his jaw and looked up at a masked man standing in the doorway of a giant mansion.

He wore a black balaclava over his face, a military cap, a roll neck sweater, leather trench coat and leather gloves.

Even in such extraordinary circumstances, Tim still found the time to be unexpectedly ordinary.

“Yo.”

A bucket was forced at his chest.

“Phone,” The Masked Trenchmen ordered.

Tim knew he would have to give over his last belonging as soon as he entered The House, this he had been told.

All contacts were removed bar one that he had been given the choice to keep.

Tim took his phone out of the back pocket of his dungarees.

He looked down at the screen one last time.

Despite all he had been through in the past twenty four hours, a beaming smile lifted his lips.

Armie: Knock ‘em dead, kid.

Tim switched off the phone and landed it in the bucket.

The masked man moved aside.

With no hesitation in his veins, only passionate determination …

… Tim took his first step into The House of White Feathers.